What a relaxing weekend. I spent the entire weekend by myself which is something I haven’t done in a seriously long time. I actually rented movies by myself for the first time ever. I spent a lot of time in thought about my life and what I’ve done and haven’t done. I sat out on the porch and drank whiskey and smoked cigars thinking of memories and things to come.
Life is so short and it is such an important thing for me to feel like I’ve lived a full life. Regret and remorse are things I cannot live with. The weather was very nice this weekend. It was hot as hell during the day which is typical, but about 5 pm things cooled off and there was a great breeze. I am so looking forward to the fall season here and cooling of the temps.
I’ve been doing a lot of really deep thinking about where I am right now in my life. There are still several things I want to change about myself or improve upon. These are things that have bugged me for a long time and I’m just now beginning to understand some of the foundations behind them.
Without a doubt, the hardest thing any human will do throughout their lifetime is learn to love themselves and accept themselves. It is the quest of self that yields both the greatest heartaches and rewards. Most people choose to focus on others rather than themselves. It is always easier to shoot someone else down.
I’m really looking forward to our vacation in November. I haven’t had a decently long break yet this year and I sincerely need one.
Lucas A. Martin
Industry Analyst - Allyn International Services, Inc.
Lockheed Martin Corporation - Strategic Sourcing Solutions
8529 South Park Circle, Suite 410
Orlando, FL 32819
Phone: 407-254-5826
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email: lucas.a.martin@lmco.com