Weekend

After not being in Fort Myers for almost a month, I am going home this weekend. It will be a short visit, but I don’t know when I’ll get the opportunity to go back for a while so I’m sneaking down tonight after work.

 

Things are going pretty steady. I still don’t know what the future holds for Rio and I. It is still very strange not talking to her at all. I know that in time I’ll get used to it, but when you talk to someone 5 times a day for over a year and then you cease to nothing, it takes some adjustments.

 

Work should be fairly slow today. I am trying not to look at the clock because it makes me want to throw things and yell in Mongolian. I’m going to start rollerblading next week after work to assist in the removal of this extra weight that someone maliciously placed on me.

 

I can’t help but think about my friend Mike and how much his world has changed in the past few days. He’s been sending me pictures of the newborn and other things and it is really cool to see. I have no idea if I want kids or not. I think there is still a lot that I wish to do and see before I settle down in one area and feel like I’m grounded enough to raise another life.

 

 

 

Lucas A. Martin

Industry Analyst - Allyn International Services, Inc.

Lockheed Martin Corporation - Strategic Sourcing Solutions

8529 South Park Circle, Suite 410

Orlando, FL 32819

Phone: 407-254-5826

Fax: 407-254-5849

email: lucas.a.martin@lmco.com